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Annoyed be the best term... and I don't have a problem to disagree with people.

Deepcrush wrote:Annoyed be the best term... and I don't have a problem to disagree with people.

Well, being annoyed is your right. My non-mod, simply friendly advice is this: let it go. You've got much more important stuff in your life than what happens here, as do we all. Something here pisses you off? Fine, it happens to all of us. Get pissed, then get un-pissed, and on to the next.

Done that, looks like "thread not named" has run its course anyways. If its not going to pick up at all then it seems over with.

Well, tonight has been a complete mess. A good friend ended up breaking up with her boyfriend because of differences that I don't yet know. This is one of my 3 best friends and she went through hell because of it. It made me feel like crap, and then like an idiot some kids have a spat with my brother about honesty and bullshit. Tomorrow I have a volunteer work at a pet shelter with computer stuff and bob was supposed to come along, but now that he was involved in this bull he won't be coming along and so now I get to emotionally deal with this shit and go into work, and find someone else to come along, probably stitch.

Well, at least I don't feel as lonely now.

I fucking love it when I get screwed over at the last minute. I got a ton of work dropped into my lap at the last minute at work this afternoon. I was also by myself and felt like punching someone by the end.

Yeah Tsuki, thankfully I have 3 amazing friends who I can rely on to make me feel better, one of whom is the one who had the breakup, but she still made me feel better. And I know the feeling Striker, it's amazing how inconsiderate people who give out the work can be.

Thanks, nick. I'm gonna drown my sorrows in donuts and milk.

Sounds like a great way to do it.

Okay... so... Nick says I should post this here.... this is my rant from Tumblr.... so yeah... this should be amusing.
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So yeah……Ex-boyfriends… SUCK ASS. I can't stand mine at all anymore. I rather someone leave me and tell me that they don't love me anymore (ideally, I would want them to tell me that they hate me really). That way I don't cling onto the fact that we may get back together….especially since I loved your ass. I loved you like nobody would ever believe. I walked away from my family…from my brothers for you. I love my brothers with all my heart. I love them more then I love myself, I would lay on the ground right now and die for any of them. But I left them and I left my cultural ties to be with you. When I couldn't handle being in such close proximity to my brothers, but still couldn't go back to them because it meant having to leave you, I went to FLORIDA for you. We were supposed to move together, and go to school there and beat my family's old cultures. But according to you, me moving to Florida before you could actually join me so I wouldn't have to move back in with my parents? Apparently that was me pushing you away. Apparently the fact I tried so hard to get us to work wasn't enough. But when I came back to NY, that should have fixed everything, right? I thought so…. we seemed so happy. According to you, you haven't been happy since before I left for Florida. But you couldn't sit with me and talk things out with me. No, you kept everything bottled up inside you and just expected everything to get better. How was I supposed to fix something I didn't know was broken? How was I supposed to know that you spent nights crying waiting for things to go back to our Hyde park days? You're the one who couldn't take my baggage anymore. You left me for one of my best friends. Just like always, you ran from your problems. It seems like what you do best. And then you sit there and judge me, and belittle me because I actually returned to my family because I love my brothers that much. WHERE ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO GO?!? I have no job, no money, nothing. You took away the one place I ever really fully considered home. And my brothers need me. Is it really such a bad thing that I can put my brothers before myself? And you know what makes this so much harder??? The fact that you can't just let me go. You can't let me just stop the pain. No, you rather sit there and tell me that you're happy I still don't have room to take all my stuff from your room because you enjoy sitting there and remembering all our happy times. And that you miss me… and that you miss being with me and that it was stupid for you to leave me… You call the fact you are with one of my ex-best friends a situation you are ‘stuck in’. And that because of it you cannot fully express what you are feeling. But then you turn right around and bash on the main friend who's been holding me up from the bottomless put of depression you threw me in. You hate him, he's an ass, you want to put hi in the hospital… but you think I should try to go out with him. Even though he already has a girlfriend… because apparently that shouldn't stop people anymore from going after others. Why should it? Didn't stop your girlfriend. Does she really think that I'm her sister? Haha. Right. I will punch her so hard against a wall if ever given the chance. I dare you to try and stop me, because I have Nick and easily 25 other people that are just looking for an excuse to kill you. You tell me I need to grow up? I'm 19… working my ass off in school to do well and make something of my life. I know what I want and where I want to be, but according to you, the fact that I can't just ignore my family that's in need means I can't grow up. YOU'RE the one that's turning 25 in less then 2 months. You're the one that wouldn't have started college if I didn't literally drag your ass here. You're the one that can't decide what he wants…


Yeah....that's a big portion of why my week has fully sucked ass... and this is why Nick wants to kill him...

One of the many reasons that I would like him dead.

You got cash? I know people. No trails, no ties, nothing.

he wants the satisfaction of doing it himself

I love you Mikey.

Nickswitz wrote:I love you Mikey.

Ummm... I think the people I know only take cash.